and another thing about being alone

i don't know if i've ever spent a night alone in a house before. i can't think of a time in college where i was alone in the mod overnight. and even then, the mod was in a building full of other mods. i don't think i ever spent a night alone in our house in maine before. kara was always there. same with my dad's house. i've never been alone in this house overnight.

i don't know why i keep thinking about this.

i wonder if anyone will come into work tomorrow.

i guess i should think of it like the airport lounge. i used to be alone overnight in the airport lounge all the time. there were pub safety officers there too, yes, but still. i was alone in my place of employment overnight.

and i will think of this experience like that. alone in my place of employment/house.

one of the pictures i uploaded from my computer to my phone was the sunrise in the airport lounge. i have the Airport Lounge Conference Room sign with me. i can't decide on the perfect place to hang it up. this is the one that alex torpey threw in the trash and after he left i went over and took it out.

maybe i'll make cinnamon rolls at 2am. then it will really be like an airport lounge night.

aw man. i miss college a lot sometimes.

i don't know what else to say.

ok. i'll go be alone now.

maybe i'll watch V for Vendetta. courtney and i were talking about it last night. and i'm listening to Cat Power now and it's making me think of it.

ok. have a good night. i'll probably talk to you later because i'll most likely be bored and scared.


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