3:37am

i'm finding it quite hard to stay awake right now. my eyes are watery.

i'm cold. but i think that if i put on my sweatshirt, i will fall asleep.

quietly listening to Crash Kings right now. they have been my main listen since seeing them live. i just love every song so much. it's hard to believe.

i really like '14 Arms.' it's very screamy and angry sounding. which surprises me because i like it. i really like all the different turns the song takes.

and when i was wasting time on youtube, i happened across a Crash Kings interview. and i was taken aback by how much Tony's speaking voice doesn't sound like his singing voice. his voice is so soft spoken and raspy when he's speaking. but clear and confident in the music. it's awesome.

i love him. i love

1. his soft spoken speaking voice
2. his red plaid shirt
3. his tattoo
4. that he can totally rock the clavinet
5. that his name is Antonio
6. he's from Boston
7. those glasses he sometimes wears
8. that kara and i were in line in front of his parents at the concert
9.
10.

those last two are TBD. no, i know what #9 is.

9. that he wrote the song 'Come Away,' which is a beautiful song about winter.

how many beautiful winter songs do you know without them being "christmas songs?" not too many, i bet.

now that leaves #10. i'll save that one for when i see them live again.

if i ever meet tony should i tell him that i had a random dream that we were doing tequila shots together? is that something you tell a rockstar when you meet them?

3:54am.

facebook and twitter are boring in the middle of the night. nobody is updating anything. maybe i'll update a million times and then when everyone signs on in the morning they will be BOMBARDED with julie.

that's a great idea.

i moved 'Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement' to number 2 in my Netflix queue. you are allowed to be jealous now.

i've never seen it!! i bet you can't believe that. but it's true. i thought they had gotten a different princess. but no! it's still Anne Hathaway. i had no idea.

ah ha!!! 4am!!!! on the nose. on the dot.

i can't wait to sleep all day.

man. i have gotten so lame. i can barely stay awake for 18 hours. that should be a breeze. piece of cake. no sweat. but right now it's like the hardest thing ever. and i still have 3 hours and 55 minutes to go.

ok. i'm cold. sweatshirt on.

i can't believe i forgot to pack my eye drops.

after i found out i had to stay up all night, i ran back up to my apartment IMMEDIATELY put on a pot of coffee, grabbed my backpack, packed my laptop, some dvds, paper, a pen, some snacks, water, blank cds, a book and some chapstick. it's like i'm camping out. but minus the sleeping part of camping. although, who can really sleep when you're outside? think of all the deer.

ok. 4:11am. i think that's all for now. i'll talk to you again soon.

be well.


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