perspective:

this is a PS to the entry below this one....

remember last year when i had the stomach flu? and i was totally miserable for like, four days? and i had also those crazy fever dreams. and couldn't eat, couldn't sleep? total bad.

well, that was THIS WEEK, only LAST YEAR.

and last night, after coming back upstairs from all the bad, i actually thought, "would i actually feel better if i had the stomach flu?"

and it took me a while to think about it.

and ultimately, i think no. i don't think i would rather have the stomach flu. but, the fact that i thought about it is a little insight into this bad week.


and that is all.