really?

UGH. this night is a struggle to get through. it's 3am. i really, REALLY wish it was 8am. you don't even know. sunday night was a struggle too. i was busy that night. i just feel like my job is arguing. that's all i do during the overnight, basically. or, all i feel like i'm doing. tonight especially i just want to scream. like - oh my god - right now.



ok. just came back upstairs. 4.24am. i fed the baby. hopefully he'll sleep for a little while now. he's almost 4 weeks. as he gets older, he gets more challenging. he's awake more. he's fussy more.


ok. i have to get some sleep now. Ruby Tuesday has been very demanding since i have returned from my home weekend. ALL she wants to do is be held and cuddled. she follows me everywhere around the house. like, even from counter to counter. a few times she has jumped from the coffee table into my arms. and she RACES me to the door everytime i have to leave. she just does not want me to leave her alone.

in sad news, i only have ONE more episode of Freaks and Geeks!!! i can't believe it. i watched five episodes today! i couldn't watch the last one. i have to stretch it out just one more day.

it was awesome when the boys went to the make out party. OH and when Bill's mom started dating the gym teacher. i love that gym teacher. that was really funny.

and Ben Stiller was on as a George Bush secret service guy. and Leslie Mann was on.

i also really liked the one where Kim and Milly became friends. and they all wanted to go to The Who concert. so good.

i'll watch the last one tomorrow and then be sad.

k. bedtime. tuesday i have staff meeting at 12:30pm. wow, that's in 8 short hours. yikes that sucks.

hope your week's beginning has gone well. i'll do a more complete entry later on.

love!


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